Tough.
This few weeks had been Tough and i know it will still go on. If it is possible, i want to go back in time to right the wrongs of everything. Even those that are remotely involved. Things must change. I just dun understand. It is just like matt parkman trying to get sylar out of his head.
The weather hasn't been good lately and it fits perfectly with my mood, everything coincides.
But there is another thing i am worrying. I know another wave of misery and disappointment will come soon. It is a matter of time and whether i can build that strong foundation before the wave come crashing in. Still i hope the junk yard can turn into a beautiful garden. Times of refreshment will come for those who overcome these times of difficulty.
There is still this question that lies deep inside me, " Is it very fun to stumble and cause hurt to people? " I hope someone can answer this for me.
I really need someone to talk to right now. How i wish that person could be the one listening to me now. Now i am putting on some safety gear, in fear of going too high and deep. I might just slip and fall right thru.
Need a good sleep and a time where i can really sort everything out.
The time is near and i know it..... The only way to stop it, is to stop all operations.
