Apologies.
Tonight i just want to make my apologies to all people that i have done wrong against or what. It'll be an open confession today.
Especially those that i have met on the soccer pitch. Just a past few incidents. It was just a few soccer occasions ago, that indian, although he tripped me on purpose but that doesn't give me the right to hurl back expletives. Really regretted doing that. I am really sorry. If you happen to pass by this blog. I am sorry. Friend friend okay?(= Thats the most recent one that i can remember.
As for some other occasions. I am sorry for laughing and putting down you people. Didn't mean to do that. For this i will try to change and also i think i have to get rid of my diving habit. Can be quite irritating to people sometimes =X
Actually today, generally, i am apologising to those people that i have so-called "offended" on the soccer pitch. ごめなさい!!!
Thought of doing this today is because i dunno why this song "God's people" just kept going on in my head. It says of God's people are kind. I really am ashamed of myself.
Really living a day without God's presence is really very lost. The happiness that i can enjoy is just merely an earthly desire. I must start to live for God and not for this earthly desires that i have tried to enjoy for this temporary period. Have to snap back into reality and get back into the place where God wants me to be in.
But if i get back in there i will suffer. Sometimes i also dun understand. Adults often say "你还那么小，那么年青。为什么要那么烦？年青的时后应该玩，应该享受吗！不要那么笨啦！" To show how confused i am i will just write this " Really i confused am." UNscramble the words. Anyone passing this blog and see this. If you have an answer, please tell me =)
I will be resting from today until saturday evening. No soccer for me during this period or vigorous excercise. Updated my C.I.S. So must rest well le. If not GG!
Gavin i get it now. "Blinded"
