Thanksgiving
I really want to thank God today. From my previous post, I plead God. Today, He answered it. Isn't that great?
What i know now, is for me to slowly get back to God, so that everything can be okay. Bible is also another amazing tool that God uses to talk to us. Even if the verse is read over and over again, when God really want to tell u something, He will just bring the verse back and let you read it. God has been showing me passages about telling people that they can always find rest in Him or just telling people that he is always there for them.
Yeah and i guess previously it wasnt done well. I really need to get ready 1st, myself.
Today, actually i didn't have the intention of fasting for my lunch and seek God. Then at around noon time, i felt a little hungry. I thought why not i make use of this time and just talk to God. I even felt like He wants to tell me something. When i just start to slowly open up, God couldn't just wait to come in and stabilise my very emotional-unstable being. I then started reading His words and He is literally speaking me thru all the verses. I felt so touched because I really feel that He is embracing me in His everylasting arms, reading every word out to me. Tears start to flow, I then start to sing out hymns that i turned on. It just feels like soooo refreshing.
But i dunno when is this entire thing gonna end, i really really dun want to restart this thing again. It just feels bad. No matter what Lord, in the future, I PROMISE You that i will always turn to You when I have problems and not getting myself drunk or whatsoever.
Thank you Lord. Praise the Lord!! Gonna sleep early for a new day tml. Prepared by GOD.....