Learning..
活到老，学到老。
I used to think that this term is bullshit. Cos if old already, you would be sitting there and like stoning. But God has shown me today that in His context, i won't even 学到老, but i will 学到永远. I just felt that i am a living example of the things mentioned above. He taught me so many things in about just 1 month. Even in school, I dun think i can absorb so much but what has God taught me isnt for me to absorb but for me to know. It just appear right out of nowhere, and it is for me to grab the chance to embrace it.
I dun care already. I am getting back on my feet! Not a thing will beat me except for God. I will not allow satan to do his things again. Lord, You have made me so strong, probably even able to beat the down the strongest wrestler.
But Lord, if you are to set me at any tests again. I will be ready and not be beaten so flatly like this time; going thru the hard way and learn.
Just super duper touch by how God is communicating with me today. Wanna remember this date, 6th august 2009. First he spoke to me thru this verses "John 6:25-59" at 1 A.M. Then the next morning, i told tanna about God speaking to me thru the verses mentioned above. Tanna then show me another book, ezekial. Chapter 33- 1/2 of 34. Just dun understand how God works sometimes. Its even more amazing then anything.ezekial chpt 33 talks about the job of watchmen. And it went in deep into my heart. Totally, killed all the negativity. These isn't just the ending.
In the afternoon, just really dun understand why and how God works. I really want to learn that from Him. God is just too wonderful beyond description. During the Introduction to Molecular Biotechnology lecture, this lecturer showed us this short clip from a movie to motivate us because he tot some people might feel disappointed in their common test results.
But from my point of view, God is working. Guess what? God showed this movie again: Facing the Giants!!!! Oh my! When i first heard that the lecturer is gonna show us that short clip from Facing the Giants. The first thought that came to my mind was "God is gonna tell me something again". Surprisingly, the lecturer showed the short clip from the part where the captain of the team do the death crawl. Then just felt sooo touched, then suddenly i start crying. Being touch by the holy spirit in a lecture hall. So cool!!! Lucky i sit at the back if not pai sei until dunno wat. But i think that if God wants to touch u, u shouldnt resist it even if it cause u ur pride. After i cried it out, it just feels so good. So good until, when the proper lecture start, i slept....
I took my niece's Yakult, now drinking((= so long nvr drink liao.kay.
Thank you Lord for all you've done for me(= bye.
