Revelation
Much things have been revealed to me and i think it is time.
I just want to thank those who have been by my side when i was really down and out. Especially Tennakamura. A wonderful Bro that definitely shines like a bright sun to light up the dark corners of my life even though he might be feeling worse or the same as me.
This thing that God had told me. If i had wanted the person that i adore to be happy and in the process getting myself hurt, it just isn't correct. Because we are creations of God and He definitely adore and Love us more than anything else. So in the same way, God also wants us to be happy.
As of today, i want all the negative and sad memories out of me. I can hide my emotions and feelings from people but i definitely can't hide it from God. So i am gonna say a prayer right now to ask of You God to take away all these things that had tied me down to the ground for so long.
A song just came to my mind when i type the previous sentence "Amazing Grace(my chains are gone)"
Another thing that has made revealed to me is the sermon today. The pastor talk about how God has greater plans for all of us. Since God is our creator, he had created us for his pleasure and not for our pleasure. We shouldn't be looking for answers to this or that always, but we should just do God's will that he has prepared for us.
The next thing that has quite healed my feelings is the never-ending concerns from the brothers and sisters that i have. The meeting with the young adults today really improved my mood alot. To think that Gavin actually worried about my well-being!! The others too. I am really soooo touched by what you guys have done for me man! Although it might seem like something minor but its actually a great distance that you guys have went to help me((=
All of us know that this problem has no solution to it, so therefore there is not a need to try to find one. Hence, the conclusion is to put everything into our AWESOME GOD who just cannot stop doing miracles and wonders!!! Just can't have enough of God! OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD!!
Praise Ye the Lord! Hallelujah!
