I've found a friend who died for me

after studying sick from all the module's lecture notes, I went to surf the net...

Then i remembered dunno who told me about the AV thing got course one, I think is Pst.Lim. So i try go google to find out and i found out that the course is termed "Audio Engineering". It's super cool man the course. The modules that they offer are like jaw dropping!! Almost all are what I want. I saw one especially, "Audio sweetening", learn how to remove those noises and how to really tune the sound to almost literally no flaws.. Im really tempted by that and I want to give up this Molecular Biotechnology which wasted 1 1/2 years of my life. After so long, then they say must study until Masters then will at least be hired to be the head researcher... which is like seriously... i dun have the stamina la.. Science really toooooooo crazy alr.... Its about memorising illogical things.

Anyway, today was kinda funny, ran from home to west mall then back home, then later ran to Brickland rd and back again... think ard 5-6km la at least.. Achievement!! I've nvr been so hardworking before... =)

And I think I'd signed a "one-year contract". Okay la, not really contract, probably more of a like trial ba... Then after this one-year trial if performance good then will be accepted loh!! =))

Kay bye going back to my Marketing notes.... =(

Well well well... back by "popular" demand. Im gonna update my blog again... I actually wanted to shut this blog down cos its like i seldom use this.

However, like what was mentioned in the first line, I'm gonna keep it going.. And one thing abit paisei to say, is that i dunno how to delete or shut down a blog or whatever you call it.. HAHAHA!! Any passing readers, if you know do me a favour and tag on the board<<<<<

Anyway.. It's kinda funny today. At the Model agency. Although i had doubts but i still went to sign up as a freelance.. -.- Seriously leh, like i dun even know whether they will give me projects anot leh.. Abit no confidence, thanks to the psycho power of the staff, i lay down my signature on that piece of paper. but nvm havent pay money yet so still got chance to back out.

Things aside, time to get serious, as the exams approach at the end of this month, i really kinda feel the pressure and I'm really struggling with the studying and stuff... alot of things to stuff in my head.. ARGHHH!!!!

Had an interesting lunch today... haha super funny! =))

An amazing thing happened today as well.. I just merely made this statement, "if God you are angry, make the internet connection fail." I turn and look immediately and say it was disconnected... Normally it is connected one.. Its time to take a look at ourselves and make some adjustments..

Had this in mind ----- {PERSEVERANCE}

I think Im totally GG-fied + chilli padi fried and absolutely French Fried..

I havent been doing what students should normally do like studying for tests. I really hope that a miracle can happen. A little something from my 'o' levels. I need that!! This time, its for my Industrial Microbiology, Human Biology & Diseases, Marketing for Life Sciences and Cell technology... Althought Im done mugging for Industrial, I still dun really get what is the metabolites and the strain thing. Kinda confusing. Gonna explode already. Take this time to relax then Im gonna continue with my Human Bio.

Anyway, yea its been quite awhile since I recover from somewhat a training process or probably a "self-developed" catastrophic r/s kind of thing.

If anyone of you have ever played like soccer video games, like the Pro evolution soccer. I suppose that Im at the developing curve right now. Erm, probably extremely steep curve, gradient=10000000000000000.. But will still be learning..

Im kinda excited for the IGNITION retreat this coming saturday & sunday. Cos Im gonna deliver my first sermon to the youths... Oh my gdness!!

kkays time to get back to work. BYE =))

Hmm.. Well second time here within this month.. Training had been tough. Played with players who are of a higher level. Picked up a second knock today. My shoulder isnt being itself. Kinda hurts. I think because when i was chasing the striker, he suddenly boost forward like got nitrous like that and well my hand was on him =X So i think i pulled the joint or sth.

Woohoo.. So weird arh. Like all of a sudden the tagboard on the left <<<<< is alive. So scary!! haha jkjk la.. Oh well, I wonder who is the "unknown" fella. But Thank You!! I can somehow guess who is that, if it is really an unknown passer-by, then i dunno alr ah.

I think I cannot go on already.. too much stuff on hand need to put some of the baggages down. Firstly, Im gonna quit bowling.
Secondly, Trying my best to sleep early.
Thirdly, I WANT TO PUT THAT EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE DOWN!!!! COS IT'S SUPER DUPER HEAVY!!!

Wah.. seriously man. I dun like the ugly truth, I shouldnt have seen it la. It's like I dunno what to say. But yah emotions are actually a parasite which is invisible to mankind. It is also how people deal with it. If your immune system is strong, this parasite definitely cant harm you. If your immune system is weak shit like mine, then i think better prepare to eat some shit. Haha no la jkjk, dun so serious ah. erm i think really prepare to fight this battle. The best is with God la. Emotional Trauma sia.. I WANT TO QUICKLY GO ARMY LA!!!!

Wooo!! It's been quite some time since i came here..

This place is like 90% is all the negative stuff.. I think I should change a little bit. Nvm, today just post a little positive things la.

Still struggling though... Quite sian de sia sometimes.. Cfm liao lor. Cfm one.. Cannot be dun have one. Its like I dunno why la.. sian ji bua.. Nvm God is all I need!!

But okay la.. At least now can still like push back to the border there with the help of God la.. But the opposing force is like too strong already.. But i believe I can do it!! Anyway this few sundays had been super high la wah buay tahan sia..Everytime laugh until super tired.. I think I'm really lucky to have them around.. If not I will probably emo into depression ah..

Seriously man.. Im thinking.. All I need is just Jesus. I dun have to go into any relationship.. Dunno leh... Like super sian already la.. I'll probably take up this decision to go single forever. But say say only la, I dun know what the future holds man.

It's okay.. I'll fight on in this race!!